Charlie_Johnson

back in the early 70's I purchased an off brand men's mag at a gas station in the South of the US in South Charlotte, NC that had a fiction article in it that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex"..........back in the late 70's or early 80's I bought a popular men's mag, "Hustler," I believe the one with the 8 page centerfold, that had an interview with a female pornstar in it named Beverly Morris, and she said "Big dicks are prime"............"Charles of the Ritz" perfumes and designer dresses from the early 1960's, my name is Charles and my own rendition is "Charles of the Clitz" in my Recent galleries............when I see younger than me fellow white people online doing BWC sex with their appropriate length, and I didn't get that length first by older age seniority, treatment of me like that won't be allowed by me, so I dropped out of pursuit of social sex and use psychological self-sex such as jacking off to straight online BWC sex to prove I was neglected by religious deities who are the only source of making BWCs, that honesty of proving religious deities neglect really turns me on, I can't stand religion, and they can't stand me, although many females wanted to fuck and eventually ascertained that my cock was not endowed and was clitoris-sized, while it should have been made wellhung for them if I am a native born Floridian and Florida looks like a wellhung penis on a map............eye believe sex should be worshipped as a deity, also dreams should be if they are not wet dreams, day dreams, nightmares or pipedreams(depending on if the pipe dreams are legal), in BS degree-level psychology eye found out that if people don't dream they live their lives in psychotic ways, and eye found out that fantasizing is important for a person's psychological well-being, thus if someone wanted to fantasize about fucking someone and jack off then or a female fantasize and masturbate then, that is psychologically healthy, wow eye am glad eye have a BS degree in behavioral science..........not a religious person, have found that having unusual dreams with humans in them could be considered visitations by angels but is not considered that and not considered organized religion, over at the book have been keeping a diary of a few unusual dreams eye have had, they aren't save the world from their sins messiah dreams, they are college-level English course blue book-type unusual fiction dreams eye composed in one hour classes and received a B in the course in the Fall Quarter of 1969, the dreams now being composed for me by an unknown source that cannot be found as a deity or deities to worship